Me: Yeah, so annoying right? Like, urgh. I mean.. yeah. Like, YEAHHHH.

Justyn: How can you do that Sam? Dump a guy over the phone?

Me: I did NOT dump him. I have NEVER been with him, you dooo dooo bird.

Jerome: (half asleep) *cough cough cough*

Justyn: You know I’m typing all of this down on my computer? Sam, for the past few minutes, you said… “Yeah, like, so annoying, like, yeahhhh. Annoying, annoying, annoying.”

Me: (Starts laughing hysterically) I’m dyinngggg. I’m laughinngggg. Please help meeeee.

—— Door is flung wide open ——-

Joel: Jie! What happened to you?

Me: Oh, we were just talking about how funny you are. (Continues laughing hysterically)

Jerome: Wah, Joel so good ah. Only lose to gor gor by 19 goals ONLY. HAHAAAAAA

Me: AHAHAHAHAHAHA! HELP! HELP! ULS! ULS! ULS! (Uncontrollable laughter syndrome)

Justyn: (Keeps typing on his computer)

—— Door is flung open again ——

Aunty: Aiyoh Joel ah. Go brush your teeth la.

Me: HAHAHAHHAHAA. HELLLPPP.

Jerome: EEEEEWWWW, Joel never brush teeth. *cough cough cough*

Joel: YEAHH, SOOOO? Eh, Jie! Why you keep laughing???!!!


Justyn: You people are so funny. (starts reading whatever has been said for the past few
minutes again)

Me: Justynn!!! Save this conversation! I’m gonna blog about this tmr. HAHAAAA. Lit is over, Bio is over! 3 papers in one day and I lived through it, praise God.

Actually very tired, hand aching like mad. But yep, just so happy that its over now. I can imagine how ecstatic I’ll be once Os are officially over.

But for now, concentrate on MCQ! Its the very very very very last lap.

My hope is built on nothing less, than Jesus’s blood and righteousness.

Saw something today which just, I don’t know, I didn’t feel unhappy but, it was just a weird feeling I guess. Like, of all things, you had to use that? A bit weird don’t you think? Ohwell, whatever.

God is so good, hallelujah! Wait a minute, it's time to pause for a while.

Tired:(
Got to focus again. Just two more weeks, thats all. I can do this, I can.
Must not let anything distract me, especially at this crucial time. 2 more days in St. Marg’s.

Dear God, please help me. Help me not to think and speculate but trust that you have my interests at heart and you will not let me fall. Amen.
Thank you Lord, for everything You have done, for everything You are doing, for everything You are about to do.

Thank you God, for my prelim results. Even though they were not exceptionally good, thank you for sustaining me through the entire duration of prelims.

Tomorrow is another day to live, another day to praise God. Another day to live in the love of God.

‘I want you to be fighters.’ Yes, I am going to be a fighter. Its the end of Sept holidays. When I think of what I was doing last year.. Gosh, I really do miss last year. :(

Septembe break was alright I guess. I busied myself with lectures and tutorials everyday. Soaking and immersing myself in aqueous solutions of books. Chem is on my mind right now. Chem, chem, chem. Alkenes, alkanes, carboxylic acids. Okay, I'm typing rubbish because I'm watching TV while I'm typing. The DejaVu show. I think they should make it a comedy. Laughter is good for health.

Ohwells. Went to study with Caleb on Thursday. It was more like, I was asking him questions. Thank you! (If you're reading this).

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Anyways, this quote was in the bulletin in church today.

Do all the good you cn by all the means you can by all the ways you can in all the places you can and at all the times you can to all the people you can as long as you ever can. - John Wesley.

Sometimes, the spirit is willing to do things but yet the flesh is weak. Dear Lord, please empower me to use my life for in all the ways I can. Not just for self credit, but to build others up as well.

Alright, I shall go now. Tired and weary. Prelims start again tmr. :(

everywhere it seem that i'm reminded of that soul shattering truth. yet, so many times when i want to do something, something i think is right, that will bring more comfort, you never seem to respond. it is not that hard to respond, right? Life is like an MRT train. Honestly!

Refreshing insight, eh? The idea generates from the fact that in life, there will be many people board and alight from your MRT train. When the MRT train first starts, the number of people who board your train is minute. Then, as you drive along the way, you realise that you pick up more and more passengers. (Just like how the train is the most crowded along Orchard/City Hall/Raffles Place). And then as you go along somemore and reach your final destination, you'll realise that there aren't many passengers left in the train anymore.

This is when I start to wonder... how many of the friends I have now, will be there in my train all the way until I reach the end point? And how many people will be there from the start of the journey all the way to the end? I think the number will be less than the fingers that I have.

Well of course, halfway through the journey when I get tired, weary and sick of driving the train, there will be that one partner that the company (God) sends to me, to accompany me throughout all the ups and downs, the joy and sorrow. And that person, will be a partner for life. But of course, that person will come very much later because as of now.. I'm still managing the train quite well, with the extra strength and grace from God.

Everything may change, but I know one thing for sure. God will always be in the front seat, next to me guiding me while I drive my MRT train. And my family will be in the first carriage. From beginning to the end, always supporting me.

Until the day I reach the end of my journey, then I will realise which one of my passengers (friends) have been there from start to end. And which partner God has given to me. My train may meet rocks, stones, whatever else. It may even malfunction and break down for a period of time. But the engine will be refilled with oil (love, grace, joy, hope, strength) from God. And I will keep driving on the railways.

So then I wonder, will you be the one at the end? Its so hard being recognised sometimes.

Followed my brother for a trial tutorial lesson today. And then this St. Marg’s girl walked in. I didn’t know she was from St. Marg’s cause she wasn’t in her uniform, and she was a Sec1. (I don’t recognise ALL Sec1s okay.) Yep. So when I got back home, I went onto facebook. And guess what I saw.

Sec 1 girl’s facebook status read: GUESS WHO I SAW AT TUTORIAL SESSION TODAY? SAMANTHA CHUA. THE HEAD PREFECT.

So, I happily went to tag on her facebook status. I said, “Haha, hello. Nice meeting you."

And she replied. Like, “GAH”

Haha. Funny right? Aiyoh. I’m a normal girl, student. Its either people get scared of my when I’m in school. Or people like me in school or people hate me in school. Whichever it is, people just know me. :/ Ohwells. Compared to those celebrities out there, I think I’m quite fortunate actually. Cause I don’t really get stalked. So yeah.

Anyways, if you’re from my school and maybe you’re a junior or sth, this is for you to read.

I am a perfectly normal teenager. Haha, I face teenage issues like everyone else in this World. So yes, please don’t feel afriad of me. But of course, if you break rules, I will do something about it because that is what I am supposed to do. And yes, if you want to talk to me, just talk okay? Haha.

Gosh, this is so funny. Never thought I would have to do sth like that.

Anyways, trial lesson was alright. In the end, I’m the one who’s going to go for lessons. I really pray that its not too late. And, must really thank God for everyone who has been helping or is going to help me. Thank you thank you. When my Os are over, I’ll make it up to all of you.

Alright, shall go now. Nights!

Father, you are king over the storm. I will be still and know you are God.