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samantha
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26 June
[ Thursday, September 21, 2006 ]
2:12 AM
is it my fault again? is it my fault that i dont have the authority to get angry with people? its not fair! people are weird.. one minute, you are good friends with someone and the next, she treats you as a total stanger! what kind of logic is that? lets see.. from my life experience, i can classify people into 2 categories.
1. THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE ARE THOSE WHO GET ANGRY WITH EVERYONE FOR NO REASON! THEY COMMAND HIGH RESPECT AND MUST HAVE EVERYTHING THEIR WAY. IF NOT DONE SO THEIR WAY, BE PREPARED TO FACE SEVERE CONSEQUENCES. THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE ALSO TAKE YOUR KINDNESS FOR GRANTED. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO FOR THEM, ITS NOT ENOUGH AND YOU GET BLAMED FOR IT EVEN WHEN IT WAS NEVER EVER YOUR FAULT. YOU HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO GROUP WORK IF YOU ARE WITH THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE.
2. THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE CAN BACKSTAB YOU ANYTIME... THEY TELL YOU THIS THING AND THEY THEMSELVES DO IT THE NEXT SECOND. THEY TAKE YOUR KINDNESS FOR GRANTED AS WELL AND WHATEVER YOU DO, ITS ALSO YOUR FAULT. EXAMPLE, THEY DON'T THANK YOU WHEN YOU GIVE THEM WATER EVERY SINGLE DAY! TRUST ME, IT IS REALLY REALLY IRRITATING ONCE YOU HAVE A SIMILAR SITUATION.
i'm not sure why, but this time.. i seriously cant' take it anymore...
since day one of school until now.. i have been tolerating and tolerating and tolerating.. there is seriously a limit where i can't take it anymore and go crazy.. i guess they have reached the limit.. thats why i'm like that now..
is it my fault?? why is it that whenever i try to patch things back, they look as though i am invisible whn i am a 163 cm figure standing right in front of them... is it because i'm an alien and i turn INVISIBLE when i start talking to them?? what kind of logic is this???
oh ya.. by the way, no offence but if you know that you are transferring school, then why do you ask people to vote for you as a prefect when you can't even do your duty for like what... i dunno! is it just for fame and glory? just to show off?? and it is quite humanly impossible for one to get 49 for every test that you have.. oh please.. who are you trying to kid?
and if you are angry with someone, so be it.. but coulfd you at least tell this someone, (ME) why you are angry and what you are angry at? don't leave the person hanging will you? its seriously an act of childishness and irresponsibility... i mean, imagine if you were the victim, giving in to 2 people who are you best friends in the class and one backstabs you and the other ignores you for no particular reason after you have been giving in to them since the day you met theM???
OH.. how i wish i could just tell ms ho not to give her the marks.. i mean, she didnt do anything>?>> i was the one who did the building, the road, the car.. after my tution at like what 9 in the night? and all you can tell me is, "sam, can you please finish the car? i cannot do it..." like WHAT? you cant do it... did it ever occur to you that i am a busy person as well? you have cca, i have cca. but i got TUTION!!! and don't give me excuses that you don't know how to do it... you think i do??? please.. use your brains which produced the second highest PSLE score in the class la.. i'm seriously tired... could you all just stop giving me this kind of rubbish work to do??
okay.. forget about the car model.. in clas.. dring science, the whole group was trying to listen and finish up the IH project.. and what was she doing?? just talking to charlene about guys.... yeah.. what kind of rubbish and weird kind of sense is that when you see all your group members working so hard and you are there slacking.. doesnt it make you feel guilty when you get all the glory and start bossing people around that you did everything??
and who was the one who asked me not to be so soft hearted and in the end, go and patch things up with her by yourself??? backstabbing me after i saved you from dehydration??? giving you WATER every single day!!!!!
i seriously have enough... all i ask is that you two just tell me what is the problem with you?? that you are treating me like total strangers... and please... i don't want to ever cry in class because of this again. i doubt you will ever feel what its like to be now... because i give in to both of you... and you just take it for granted... so yeah.. my plea is that you just tell me why.. and i will leave you two alone forever...
i'll be really happy if you can do that for me. its my last wish.. thank you:)
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