thank you siran!
for helping me change the blogskin.
haha.
she took really really really a very short period of time...
TO CHANGE THE BLOGSKIN!
she took less than 6 minutes to change it.
and me?
on average, i take about an hour.
i have no idea how she does it.
but yes.
SHE DID.
SHE DID.
SHE DID.
haih.
i must learn from her.

anyway, today,
i was sick,
so i didnt go to school.
its really bad.
cause the bill came out to quite alot.
and yah.
but,
its kinda good too..
cause i found out why i'm so weird.
as in,
yah.
its some genes thingy that causes my toe not to grow.
the doctor said that if i wanted to,
i can go for op.
but,
i wont.. cause..
you'll have to cut out part of your bone from somewhere else
and then graft it back onto the toe to make it look normal.

and, really.
the fact that i am terrified of lizards,
should tell you that i wont want to go throught that.
yah??

really.
hmm,
i wonder what happened to caleb.
havent seen him online for a while.
but yah.
guess he's busy or something.
haha.

should be going to school tmr.
i hope.
HOPE.
HOPE.

pray that i'll get well soon.
and all who are sick.
yah.

love,
samantha

"will that miracle ever happen?"