I feel crushed.
once again, i feel as though i'm losing the kinda faith that i should have in God.
The kind of faith that every christian being should have.
i guess its right,
i am going through that phase or whatever it is being called.
but, i just know that i can't carry on like this. its super tiring.
i can't just rely on myself.
it won't work. it WON'T work. IT WON'T WORK.
"For i know the plans i have for you my child, plans to prosper you and not to harm you"
I believe that God has a plan,
but yet.
i'm like losing it.
I"m like, almost losing the trust that i should place in God in everything i do.
i guess its the phase thing.
hopefully i'll be able to be like the baby eagle that is illustrated. able to believe that my God will save me just before I fall. And that he'll keep doing it until I am able to take off and fly.
uh, suddenly i feel so..
ashamed.
as in, people think i'm "spiritual" whatsoever.
I think that there is like, no such thing as that!
its just basically a measure of how deep your faith is in God.
thats all.
as long as i can trust that God can being me through,
nothing is impossible, for my God is an awesome God.
hmm.
i think that its just something that will pass(:
yup!
i've tasted God's goodness and graciousness so many times.
i guess i'm in no position to doubt his strength and might and unfailing love for us.
To all who may feel weak, tired, lonesome
or any other things.
or maybe you may be entertaining thoughts that God isn't there.
No worries.
you can count on him.
He'll be the only one who will catch you,
before you fall.

yup!
thats all. maybe i may blog again later.

"God, have your way in me"