i'm a stupid person.
i'm an extra freak.
i seriously hate myself now.
man!
its not as if i'm the only prefect lah.
next time i shall just like, leave it unless i really can't take it
its like,
everyday we're going like,
the standard is getting bad.
its getting so bad!
and, uh. i dont know what to say lah.
maybe people just think i'm extra
EVEN I FIND MYSELF EXTRA
i am not NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT
going to try and "hang out" with you all already.
i wish i'm back in sec1.
i just wish that i'm not in sec 2
is this the year which i'm going to face alot of thorns in my life.
alot of hardships.
i think i'm changing.
changing into someone whom i myslef don't even know.
i think i'm becoming someone who scares myself.
and i don't want it to happen
i dont want it to.
i dont want!
i dont want!
i dont want!
uh,
just let me break down now lah.