Well, tomorrow is yet another day and we all have to go through it all over again.

Blessed be the name, of the Lord,
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name, of the lord,
Blessed be your glorious name.

This song really reminds me of how we should just look ahead in life. There is indeed no point in thinking about something which already happened. If it has happened, then there is no point in wondering and asking why it happened and all.
I've decided to leave it all to God. If he brings me to it, he'll definately bring me through it. There is no doubt in that. Cause God will always show. Its like the eagle analogy that I was being told about.
It helped me alot. At least I understand that why God puts me through this kinda thing.
I think its a test that God is putting me through? A test of how well I trust God and about how I react when troubles and trials come my way.
I just pray that as I go to see Mrs Kwok about this tomorrow,
God will give me extra courage and will assure me of what I am doing and that he will be beside me throughout.
I think its time I leave everything down at his feet and let God do miracles in my life.

"Into Your hands, I commit again, With all I am, To you Lord"

love, sam

ps:(thanks to all who asked and comforted me)