Hello. Well, had this talk with Diane and Karen yesterday.
Hmm, its about Phos. The post before this tells alot about the basic stuff about what we discussed about. Its about our whole attitude towards others and how we haven't been acting as a CIA which supposed to be helping and cheering each other on.

Well, there was sermon today, as usual. And well, it didn't really improve much, but it would be impossible to ask everyone to change overnight right? Lets just let God do the work.

Heh, Vanessa asked me to talk to Caleb about this. Hmm, well, I did before she could even tell me to. Received alot of encouragements from the positive Caleb Wong. And today, I found out from Vanessa that he actually did alot to make JAM the way it is now. Wow. huh. If one day, I'm able to make such a chain, all honour and glory shall go to God.

Caleb said that he did nothing much. He just turned up for youth group and God did the rest. But, Jerome, (my cousin) says that he's just trying to be humble. Haha, thats because Caleb was denying that he was good in sports and my cousin was saying that he is super good and he's just being humble. Heh. So, who shall I believe?

Haha, then I told Caleb that there was no need to try and be humble in front of me. And he said that he realised that there was no need to be humble in front of me as well. So, haha, he says that everything he says about himself is true. Well, it better be cause I've been believing whatever he has been saying to me. Heh, (:

Whee, I really thank God for the people he plants in my life. Like, just look at the people around. Alot of them have given me alot of encouragement and help throughout the difficult times of my life.Hmm, thank God for them(:

Oh, today was shepherd's appreciation. Heh, guess what? I opened the door into the function room, and guess who I saw? Caleb. I was seriously shocked lah. Like.. huh? Whats he doing here or something like that. But anyways, thats not really the main point though I really got shocked.

Well, made a new friend today. Her name is Ziling. She comes from some complicated family background. She's actually Daddy's student and she's p5 this year. We went to pick her up from Sunbeam home in the morning and brought her to church.

I think she really enjoyed herself, especially during shepherd's appreciation cause of Yasushi's wonderful improvisations of my 'sumo wrestler' defend and attacks. Yasushi, you're such a joker. But I think his funny actions and stuff that he did made all of us laugh, which was one of the reasons of why we enjoyed ourselves so much also.

Hmm, before leading the games, I was really stressed up and all that. Especially in the presence of so many people. But, thank goodness that some of them left which really did ease my stress abit. Its really God's grace which allowed me to be able to lead the games sucessfully. As well as for my wonderful helpers, Kai, Janessa, Ziling and Yasushi, the joker.

You know what, from today onwards, if I do remember, I will put the two words 'the joker' behind Yasushi's name. Hehe. Lets see. Oh, aiyah, no need to say sorrry cause you couldn't stay for games. Cause its just games, right? I won't kill you for not being able to make it. I was already quite (: that you could come.

Hmm, oh. I just came back from Bukit Panjang Plaza. It was so funny cause my sepcs was abit out of shape, so we went to get it fixed. Then, when it was done, it just so happened that Mommy's phone rang and it was on silent mode and we couldn't hear it, but mommy could feel the vibrations. So, she reached into her hangbag, wanting to take her handphone. And the shop keeper personel was like "Nono, its okay. You don't have to pay me". So, I started giggling and walked out of the shop. It was so spastic cause Mommy had no intention of wanting to pay at all. And the person just told her that she need not pay. It was so funny and I laughed and laughed.
Well, but if I were the person in the shop and happen to realise what was going on. I think I would be rather embarassed and like.. :/

Heh, so thats basically what I did today and all that. Well, its 11 and I'm still on the computer. Amazing huh? (: Of course, because.. it is school holidays tmr! And I am already packed with so many things to do. Oh. Counting down to examinations. I have about 30 plus days left. I really need extra self-discipline and strength to be able to do this and get results that I want for streaming. But in any situation, to god be the glory. Because he has done great things in my life.

Well, I think I shall stop here. I have typed fairly enough. Oh, and I had my first science tuition today. :/ Well, how good can I feel about tuition? Its the same like any other kid who has tuition. Always feel really uckky. Even though I was the one who wanted the tuition. But, I have no other choice. Or else I will really die for streaming. So, yeah. And keep everyone else who is feeling tired like eg.Justin Foo and all other sec4 people in prayer.

People do need the Lord. We are nothing without him.(:


Samantha<3

"I always thought we were more than just friends."