This isn't supposed to be happening, is it?
Or perhaps I've just been insensitive to the people beside me. Yes, I know its all of our faults. But still, a part of me just tells me that its solely mine.
I'm really sorry, for like everything I've done. Whether I've offended you in one way or another.
It just suddenly dawned upon me that perhaps I've been a horrible friend. Or, maybe I've been portraying a false image of who I really am.
What I hear from others really doesn't strike me as who I am, or rather, I don't think I'm like that. Its like, me.. masked.
Gosh, I really don't like this.

Dear Lord, Sunday is a big day. Please help me.

Samantha