Come and make, my heart, your home,
Come and be everything I am and all I know,
Search me through and through.
Till my heart becomes,
A home for you.

Perhaps its time I really give my heart to God and let him reveal the way that he wants me to go. There are many things in which we can't use our own human strength but we have to depend on God. All the crossroads in life has led me to realise that I can't do this on my own. I need God's strength. And, I've got to rely on it.

I guess things just don't go the way you want it to sometimes. If I could do anything, perhaps... I have no idea what I'm talking about. Something's wrong with me. Ah, how did I let things end up this way? How is this possible? Guess what? It already happened. Ohcrap. I'm talking rubbish.

Come and make my heart your home, OhLord. When I'm tired and weary, lead the way. When I'm caught and trapped in circumstances, open the way. When I just feel like everything is going wrong, dear Lord, comfort me. I know you will be there. For a broken and contrite heart you will not despise.

WHEE, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Such an irony. the last sentence of my post and the main idea.
Heh, sorraye.

Samantha

"So close, yet so far."