Boy, was he right.

This isn't the way it should be, right? I mean, in little stories they'll all live happily ever after. But I guess this isn't what its like in reality. I just watched a show that totally shook me. It seemed to me as though I was portraying that kinda character. Selfish, full of self-worth. Perhaps it would help if I was kinder to others. Honestly, what people tell me isn't quite a good gage of how I am as a person. I think I needa deflate my ego. Poof, its gone.

Lead by example, lead by example. You know what, I think I shouldn't be thinking of this at thie point in time. After all, God has a plan right? He does, he does. I know he does. I trust he does. I know so.

Ohwell, perhaps all this time I've just been ignorant to the things around me, not knowing what was going on in the live's of others. But, I think I know now, or rather. I hope I know. Cause I saw it and I read it. Yeah, I think thats the case. I really am living in self-ignorance.

Then, maybe I should stop thinking so much eh? Hah, but its not my fault either! You see, literature teaches you to read between the lines. I'm reading. I really am. But yet again, maybe I'm reading too much. Ohwell, we'll just let time reveal everything.

Okay, I've got set my priorities for the week. Reminders to myself:

1. Exams are coming
2. I've got to study
3. Exams are approaching
4. I need to study
5. Exams are nearing
6. I don't have a choice but to study

Okay, thats all now.
Bye!

I would tell you if I could, but, looks like I can't!

Samantha