Sometimes, we don't understand it.
Yes, I don't understand it. Could someone please tell me why I have to go through this? Okay, actually I already know why. I need to talk to someone, someone who can tell all of these things to. You know, sometimes I wonder.. if God has a plan, then why can't I just know the plan earlier? Then I won't have to worry about this and worry about that anymore, right?

Don't you ever feel that way too? Okay, maybe not. Does this thinking alot thing just apply to me? Or does everyone else feel the same way, but just not want to admit it? Perhaps, perhaps.

Lets see, what has been happening? Oh, I got upset yesterday and almost cried in class. Papaya should know why. So should wintermelon. Tsk, I'm speechless. Sometimes its not that I don't wanna be nice, but circumstances don't allow me to. Yes? If that happens again, I am not only going to be upset, I will also be sad, and sad. And papaya, I will not tell you anything anymore.

And then today, I came back home after socialstudies and english papers. I think it was fine on the whole. So, I went home and then I was having my lunch. And then I started thinking and thinking and thinking. And I thought of many many things which I would love to say here, but I'm sorry, I can't. You know, its kinda difficult for everything to be personal and all, I mean, sooner or later everyone will know isn't it?

Sometimes I just wish I were not that introspective. There is such a word right? Yeah, I think so. Introspective. Heard of it before. Thinking too much isn't good. Or, is it?

I realised I love to ask retheorical(sp?) quesitions. No idea either. Okay, I should really stop now, I think I'm totally boring everyone.

Oh, I went crazy in school today. Not good not good. What happened to the "Lead by example" motto? Tsktsk. Oh, we all need to remember to mountain of excellence.

Okay, Bye.

Don't you know that, his ways are higher? Sometimes we don't understand them. but we've just got to trust right? Thats when our faith is tested.

I really would wanna tell you, but, I can't.