I saw the other side of the scariest people I knew today.

Wow, am I relieved. We sort of finished planning for the SASM outing thing. Now its just the itsy bitsy pieces left. This would be our Exco's first big event that we organised. Lets just pray that everything will turn out fine.

Haha, my dad said something which set me thinking. This was how the conversation went.

Dad: Do you think you did well? Are there improvements that could be made.

Me: Yeah, of course there are improvements. But, I know I tried my best.

Dad: What if, your best isn't good enough?

I didn't know how to answer him. But, truth was. I was quite hurt by that sentence. What if my best wasn't good enough? Could someone please define the word "best" for me? And then, mommy isn't making it any better. She goes like, Sam. Your results aren't good. You better do something about it.

I really thank God for Pastor Richard's sermon on the disppointments. This has been a week of, disappointments I guess. No doubt I didn't really feel very sad about it. But, I'm starting to doubt my abilities. Maybe I'm just more suited for CombiScience. Ohright, here I go again. BlahBlahBlah. Note to self: You're not stupid. Just not as brilliant as the rest. Man, I don't even know whether that is counted as self-comfort.

Okay, that was for the "deep" part of the post. Now, its time for the crap.

These few nights have been. Late, really late. I've never slept so late for so many days in a row before. I'm kinda proud about that. I can stay up! Okay, I think its cause theres something to do. If not, I'd probably be sleeping already. Rie has funny thoughts I must say. So do I. During AEP today, we were watching the performace from the side of the stage. And, I was thinking of something. Or rather, some people. Then I turned to Rie. And amazingly, she just blurted out whatever I was going to tell her. Freaky right? Its not me. Its Rie. HAHA. ricepaddyfields.blogspot.com. Crazy.

Hillsongs concert on Saturday, meet the parent's session on Saturday. I'm sure my mom would have a lovely time talking to my teacher about me. I quake at the thought of it. Or rather, I'm getting excited.

Ykw is Lky's grandson! HAHA, did you get that? No right? Cause you're not supposed to. Heh. I shall stop now.

A maths, I want to be your friend. Why won't you befriend me? Shall we be friends, please? I wanna know you more. Really, I'm sincere about it. :D PLEASE?! I'll spend time with you. I promise.

Rid me of myself, I belong to you. Oh lead me, lead me to the cross.