You shield my way, your hand upholds me. I know you love me. At the cross I bow my knee, where your blood was shed for me. Theres no greater love than this.

If you're reading this: Thank you so much, I don't know what I would have done without you. Thank you. Really, alot alot. I'll have loads of faith. :) Thank you! <3!

Yesterday was a bad day. Today wasn't any better. But, its fine. I'm fine. Yaye. I'm trying to be happy, cause a certain someone told me I need to be happy! Okay! Hello. :D

This morning, Rie told me this:

"See? You already did your best. Don't keep thinking its your fault."

And my answer for her was, "What if my best isn't good enough?"

Its going to work out, I know. I know. I will make it happen. Just watch me. Hah! The one thing I'm reminding myself about- God will not give you something that you cannot handle. He knows you can do it. And, I will do it, no matter how hopeless things seem right now.

MidSummer's night dream is quite a cool book I feel. Its very, whats the word? I don't know. Uhm, its just a cool book. And I really like this paragraph thingythingy alot. Okay, maybe its cause this is the only thing I understand.

'Things base and vile, holding no quantity,

Love can transpose to form and dignity.

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.

And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind,

Nor hath Love's mind any of judgement taste;

Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste;

And therefore is Love said to be a child

Because in choice he is so oft beguiled.' - William Shakespeare

This thingy is really quite true you know, if you think about it. Haha. Okay! Hmmm, let me tell you something I realised today.

You know today when I was having dinner, I suddenly thought about school canteen food and the people I see in the canteen. Then, I realised, that I've never seen the school principal eating at the canteen before! Quite cool right? Then I was thinking.. If she doesn't eat in the canteen, then what does she eat ah? Okay, please pardon me. Its just like.. whoah.

Anyways, today we had chinese 'o' level Listening Comprehension exam. People in HCL class are amazing. Great people I tell you. The teacher said, "I understand you all are a mission school. Do you have a class representative to pray before you start?" Then it was as though some bullet shot each and everyone of the people in the class, everyone went like.. "SAMANTHA!" Great la! With GREAT power, comes GREAT responsibility. So true, so true. And, the track was played over the Radio. How cool is that! 92.4FM.

Alright, you know what. I just had another great realisation. The Barney Theme song? The, I love you song.. is the exact same tune as "This old man" You know, the song which goes.. This old man, he played one, he played knickknack on my thumb. That song. Run it through your mind now. Its, the same tune. Just that Barney's song is slower la.

Okay. I can see your eyes all half-closing while reading this post of mine. Shall not bore all you people anymore! Bye!

At the beginning, with you.