How could greater love than this, ever possibly exist?

As much as I don't like this, life goes on.

Haha, I wonder when my blog started becoming so morbid. Okay, maybe its just me and my random mood swings and all.

Things have been happening and all I can say is that God still remains faithful. Weeks haven't been great and it still remains the same. I realised how much of an impact people can make on others. And thus, I have made it a point to make sure I catch up with friends every once in a while because communication is the bridge between people in distance.

I read my devotional yesterday night and which was rather encouraging. It talked about how Naomi, even in her complaint, never lost sight of the fact that her God was a capable, all knowing and faithful God. And indeed, he proved His capability to her and His faithfulness to care for her right to the very end. Naomi even referred to God as Shaddai Yahweh. Shaddai referring to God's sufficiency in every situation and Yahweh refering to His faithfulness as a loving covenant keeping God.

Yeah, my prayer last night was that I would look towards the future, with the knowledge that God holds my future in His hands. As much as I don't want to worry about it, I still do and I guess thats human instinct. In the midst of all the things that I am facing now, I really pray that my communication with God will not be sacrificed because, as what I said, communication is an essential for every working relationship. Same goes for God and us (myself).

Well, I read through many reflections today and it really made me wonder what I have been doing for the past year. Until I get the answer, I will keep thinking and asking myself where I have gone wrong and what I have done well in.

Yup, during class for the past few weeks, I've been taking down funny conversations that occur in class. Reason being, I want to keep myself occupied so I don't think of unecessary things during class.

So, heres one.

Katherine: Samantha, I have two words for you.... I love you.
Me: Thats like.. three words?
Katherine: Thats because you and I are one.
Me: *stares in astonishment*

Alright, I shall stop here.

Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
- Von Schlegel