love never fails, let go and let God, he knows best.

Haha, ohman, its my brother's birthday tmr! Ahhh.

Had some party like thingy for him on Saturday. People were supposed to crash, but they didn't. Urgh. Ohwells.

I was looking through some facebook photos. And guess what! I realised I have no social life. But, nvm. I will find one after O levels. Grr.

Ah, SYF preview tmr. Scream sam, scream. You're supposed to be scary. Do it. :D

Anyways, the main thingy of this post is to thank God for blessing me with such a great cousin. I was talking to Jerome on Saturday when he was at my house. It was really a great comfort to know that I wasn't facing problems all alone and all.

To have someone who could understand from my point of view and perhaps guide me in the same way was just amazing. God is really good.

I said to him, "Yeah, I know. I keep telling myself that love is patient, patient, patient."

And then he said to me, "Sam, you're using your own strength and thats not what God wants. He needs you to let go, no matter how difficult it is. Let go because he knows whats coming up for you. You'll wait, I'm sure. But till then, leave it to God."

Man, its such a blessing.

Actually, waiting in itself is considered as a blessing already. To me at least. For now, I'll busy myself with SYF and Prefects Com. But after that, O levels!

Daddy said something to me in the car today which made a lot of sense.. "Self-discipline without a goal or aim is self-torture." When I heard it I went like.. whatt. But after much thought, it does make sense. I need to think where I wanna go to, what I'm aiming for after Sec School education and all.

7 months and 3 days. 7 months and 3 days.

Alright, I shall stop here for now then.

Goodbye people.

I never dreamt that flowers would be so important.