I would be lying if I said I didn't miss you &, I don't like lying.

This coming week would mark the most important time in my.. Secondary School life, (other than academically). Honestly, I'm supposed to feel relieved, but I'm not feeling it at all.

Tuesday SYF, Thursday Prefect's Commendation. I'm ready for this. Ohwait, am I?

The past year has just zoomed by so fast and I've been occupied by so many things around. But now, I'm leaving these things. I guess its part and parcel, no one can enjoy good stuff forever, (except for the love of God.)

I'll talk more about this again simply because I'm tired. Like, physically and especially emotionally. I know I need to. But, I don't want to and, I can't.

Aiyah, okay. Sam, forget these things first. Focus on this week.

Ohyeah, did I tell you? I have NAPFA tmr. And, I DON'T LIKE NAPFA:(

Dear God, thank you for your love that is far greater than anyone else's love. Others may verbally say that they could die for you, but you proved it by sending your son who you loved more than yourself. Help me to realise that love is not just a word to be uttered whenever the situation calls for it. But a feeling of security, hope and warmth, the feeling that only you can carry through best. Help me to know that human love is but just a mere part of life, but your love is the whole and all kinds of love comes through you and you will bless it if I honour you first. Amen.