All that I cling to, I lay at your feet. Your grace is sufficient for me.

Haha, I don't know why, random songs just keep popping into my head these few days. MYEs have made me realise one thing. I really need tp rely more on God and less on myself. As in, on Friday, I really thought it was going to be the end of all my hopes. But somehow these few days God has been so great, giving me the peace and joy that I need to conquer all the problems that I will be facing. Sounds like I'm anticipating many challenges, yes?

I really thank God for friends who've been so encouraging. I mean, canteen sessions with the 'post-it' gang has been really great. I genuinely am reminded of why God put friends in my life for. And I guess what Bofoang said was right. That people may be friends, but it doesn't mean that they have to talk every single day. I guess I need to get that engraved in my mind.

Yep, I told my mom that I was feeling inferior to my brother who's great in almost everything. And she told me not to compare myself with him because we're both special in our own ways. And even though I still felt a bit lousy about it, God told me something through a message in my phone. I was browsing through my inbox and I saw Karen's devotional which said that God crafted each and every one of us to be perfect in his eyes. So, I guess that eased all my worries about me not being able to match up with my oh-so-smart brother. Well, I'm happy for him. And I really hope he keeps it up.

The past few days has set me thinking whether I'm putting too much pressure on myself. And what Lao shi said today was very valid. That, pressure is good. But, I'm putting too much of it on myself and that's going to be bad. So, I need to stop thinking that I can't do it. But, just focus on doing my best. If not, the psychological barrier thingy thingy is going to remain there forever.

Okay, I know whatever I'm saying makes me sound like a lunatic who's going mad. But, I'm not. Its just that, things around me have been changing so fast, I kinda got lost in the hurlyburly of it all. But, I will pick myself up. I must.

Yup. So for now, life goes on as per normal. Just that.. okay. Nevermind. I shall go now, and spend time with God.

But but but, before that,

NATANIAAA, haha. Yes, I know. But, MYEs are rather crucial for me. Especially cause I studied for it. And the results aren't showing any signs of my effort at all. So its just, demoralising la. But, I tell you okay. Prelims will be better. If I don't cut my L1R5 by half during prelims right, then I'm so dead. So yes, I'll be keeping you in prayer (:

Alrights, Byebye.

I may not know, but I'm sure God knows.