I'm sorry, you're just not.

MYESSS are almost over. Okay, the keyword is over. I know this isn't really the right attitude to be adopting, but honestly, I feel super relieved. Well, major reason because Bio paper is over. The entire week I was just fretting over the Bio paper and how I was going to die cause I wasn't prepared for it. But, its really God's grace that I managed to do it and actually feel rather good about it.

The past few days/ about a week or so has really been so tiring. Like, emotionally, physically. Somehow, it just occurs to me that people need God and without God, life is just meaningless. I've been asking God to help me and provide me with strength to go through this entire episode. Yes, it works. But, nevertheless. Furthermore with the addition of some people, it just gets frustrating at times.

Gosh, I don't wish to be unfair, but I don't want to disillusion you into believing anything as well. Either way, I won't be fair to you. Cause, I'm not giving you a chance, neither do I want to treat you as a substitute product because thats just pure.. inhumanity. I'm still human btw. Which is why.. stop being so nice! It ain't worth your time, at all.

Lalala, haha, let's talk about MYES now. Uh, I went home on Thursday and told my mom that I confirm fail A math. I'm not demeaning myself or anything. But, I know myself. And yes, I don't think I can pass. Not like I've ever passed A math before anyways. When I was doing my paper, I was so compelled to going to tell the teacher that I wanna drop A math. Simply because its taking a toll on me, and I'm so sick of it. I don't know whats my problem, I just can't seem to do it during exams. But in real practice, I seem absolutely fine. Okay, you know what, I'm just way weird.

Anyways, I'm dead tired. Going to sleep.

Nights!

It had to be you!