Friendship is not just based on empty words. You need to use actions to prove it.

You've been through much more than me, you've seen more than me too. Why is it that our understanding of this seems to be so shallow. Ohgosh. I feel like a professor trying to lecture you about what friendship is when in fact, it should be the other way round, shouldn't it? if you're reading this, i really hope you get what i'm trying to say.

Okay, maybe before I start blaming others, I should ask myself if I'm being fair. Yeah okay. I think I don't quite fully understand what the word 'friends' entails.


Sometimes I really feel like a hypocrite, asking people to trust, yet I myself am lacking in faith.

Dear God, I know you planned this. And I've been asking you about it over and over again. Is this your answer?