Went to the doctor’s today, cause of my never ceasing headache.

The doctor said, “This is a symptom caused by stress. Its a tension headache. I suggest that you take time off your studies and do something you enjoy.”

Right, I was like.. huh? Okay. I seriously thought there was something wrong with me cause my headache isn’t seem to be going away. But, the doctor says I’m just way too stressed or sth like that. Queer huh?

I wonder whether God has been trying to tell me anything through the countless signs that he has been giving me.

Yesterday was one that was totally unexpected, one that set my heart racing, one that just pumped mere adrenaline. And then I thought to myself, “Dear God, what are you trying to tell me?”

Yesterday night made me realise that I’m still very reliant on the people around me. And my moods drastically change because of them. I mean, of course that person has to carry a certain amount of weight in my heart to be able to alter my emotions just by talking, and letting me know that they’re doing fine. Wow.

Dear God, are you saying things to me? You know my desires and my future is in your hands. But everything seems so, grey-ish now. I trust in you, I trust in you.

yeah, you weigh a lot.